Haiz.. today.. Very very tired... for the past few days.. I was having my dance practice for the upcomng concert.. Man.. Dancing sure is Difficult... but still I tried hard to keep up and managed all the moves .. The Moves were great and COOL! lol! man if anyone is reading my blog, they should try buying the TIX and see mi dance MAN! :P.. (P.S: No gurantee of the quality of my dance but the rest of the dance crew Are absolutely Great!
NExt.. Hmm Recently feeling so trouble by love life... MAybe I'm considered as the one more committed in this relationship of mine w/ my darly Xiao pei.. Wad can i say abt her.. Hmm.. She's absolutely the prettiest one i eva met those.. And i love her Alot.. Not to wad she can imagine.. i juz WISH... She would be more committed in this relationship of OURS and i hav been trying hard to make it happening so She wont get bored.. As tat's wad i dun wanna happen..
I mean.. If a person is feeling bored in a relationship, Wad does it mean? it mean... tat the end of the relation is coming.. as there's no longer common topic!! But Darly is so much different frm my past few relationship.. coz this time.. i gonna make it last 4eva!!
To mi, She's like so perfect.. she got so much good points abt her tat she dun even noe herself!! such as.. she's a caring gal althou she say she is not.. Like she gib mi tissues when i'm perspiring.. And she's so cute.. keke.. tink of it always make mi happy... She got the GAL side of her wich she dunno.. and wheneva we walked on the dark road, a cockroach pass by and she'll held my hand tightly.. TAt makes mi feel like she needed mi and i'm dere at that time.. It's kinda very SWEEt feeling.. tat's make my heart melts for her at tat instanT!
Recently, mi and her are bz w/ our DAnce thingy.. but she gt lots more thing such as work to be in her mind.. I wished i am closer to darly.. as i dun feel tat we're "TAT" close yet.. i juz feel a need to be closer.. then there's this guy called Jimmy in our dance class... always sticked to Xiao Pei.. And YTD, was the first time i eva felt jealous of her.. i noe it's bad to be feeling jealous as it means.. I'm feeling insecure.. and at the same time, I.. LOVE her..
Times and Times again.. i been telling myself try to relax in this relationship.. And let natural take course.. but it seems, i cant really do it.. I feel like i'm juz a weak boy.. Who's weak in handling MY OWN relationship.. I noe it's irony as past cases, I'm the advisor of Love for my frenz. But simply as i dun wanna change her, which is her way of thinking and her choice, I wished she could juz be more sensitive abt how i feel abt her..
Today i asked her to Rank "family, work, MI, good frenz, frenz and study" in order of most impt first.. Her ans was " study, work, family, good fren, MI, fren" I was ranked the last second position.. the ans was sad thou.. but Honest.. tat's wad i like of my darly Xiao pei~ Always so honest.. HUg.. I love u..
However, if it's mi, i would ranked her second in my heart.. first is of coz family..
Hmm.. today type so much le.. long time nv do tat.. But darly if u r reading this, i would like to tell u, I respect ur choice.. i respect u not wanting to change for changing means it's not u anymore.. but i hope u juz be more sensitive.. tink of wad i would feel of various action u done..
Darly.. I love u.. Love u More than u eva would noe.. =)..
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Hey All!! :) finally i am back to blog le.. juz to update ppl here.. i got a gF le wor~~ her name is Zhu xIao P!! :P hehe.. i noe i bad to call my darly zhu zhu.. i really very happy to hav found her!! Hehe.. I love u DArlY~~ Muacks!
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