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Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Today, 31/03/04 , Wednesday

Haha.. First time Writing A Blog On the DAY!! -.-" hehe.. I felt SO Happy!! When mY beloved DArling CAlled MI~~ keke.. straight away after her Tuition! meaning she nv ignore or forget mi~ I feel so Touch... keke.. Today we chat on fone so happilY! hmm Excecpt for some Dull moment like we nv tok.. haha..But Really the 3rd time i heard her laughter thru the fone.. and oso the 3rd time she share sth to mi~

I am so Happy today.. haha.. Today hai.. OSo bad day.. Kena CondEmn AgaiN!! >.<~.. why MY family so Negative abt mi dying my Hair~ >.<~ sobz.. haiz.. but nvm.. Oso abit sad.. when I Hanged up the fone w/ her.. she said "byebye" so Quickly as if She wanted to hang up b4 i wish to.. but nevertheless i enjoy chatting w./ her anytime any day =D~..

Again I wanna say.. I wilL love U foreva Dear!!! Muacks~ Hug~

# posted by hiten aka kitten | 10:57 PM |

TOday, 31/03/04

YaWn~ Again i write a Blog After midnight.. haha.. well.. ANd of coz it's gonne be story on the YESTERDAY!! which is 30/03/04 =)

Today.. I felt so Happy.. At first i was Despair and Worried tat my Dear, Eve Will not call mi.. But To my surprise, She calLED!!! Wow.. THe moment my fone Ranged and i saw her name, "Eve H" appears in my hp, My heart Melts and i jjumped for joy till everyone in the Mrt is looking at mi!! ( SO embarassing!! ) This moment of my day, i Got so panicked tat when i Pick up the call, the first Qns is

"Where R u Now?" Omg!! Wad am i doin.. Lol! I noe she had called frm her Hse yet i asked Her Where she is! Tink i am really Mad!!~~ ArgH~ But I enjoy the chat.. keke.. heard her Laughter 2nd time on a fone call w/ mI~ =) I hope she feels exactly the same as how i felt.. =)~ then WE continued Our chat.. As i was on my way oout to met my fren.. then When i reached the Station, becoz of my new DYED hair, I am Embarass to go and meet my fren so i continue to stay in the control station and tok to my Beloved Dear.. Our chat Althou Juz lasted for 13mins, but i tink this 13mins, we hav enjoyed =).. Then I meet my fren.. And Said My hair Looks Alright.. However, When i reach Home, My WHOLE FAMILY says it lOOks like SHIT!! Wad am i suppose to do? my Dad even warn mi to get it black by tml!! OMG why dun i havb any freedom on my Own BODY!!! >.<~

Before ending the call, I said, " call mi ard 10 if u can.. " In my mind, i was Hoping she would call mi at 10pm later Althou I carries little hope tat she would call for her Dad and mom Would Kill her if they found out she's tokiung to A guy! =(.

At 10Pm, SUddenly my Hp Ranged While i was WAtching the Eye 2 in the cinema! My first Thought when i saw her call is, " WOW!!! I felt so happy and touched tat i even wanted to leave the cinema juz to tok to her.. " but i noe i cant for i cant PANg Seh My fren.. then i ask her to call back at 11pm if she could.. however, She nv did.. My heart Sunk.. But Nevertheless, I am happy for wad she did for mi~ keke..

Maybe Afterall, i hav a chance in her heart!! Heez.. Really.. If we were to be tgt, It Would be the best for Us DUn u tink so Eve? haha.. Toking to myself again.. well, today surely, i enjoyed the day... and I was RIGHT!!! to Hav trust her! keke.. I feel happ i made the right choice.. and from this day on, i will juz hav to wait for her call.. keke.. For she's the one and only for mi! =)

Dear I wish to tell u~ I will love u always =)~ Muacks.. Hope God Would gib us a chance to be tgt.. and tat u Will Enjoy my accompany =)

# posted by hiten aka kitten | 12:42 AM |

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Today, March 30, 1.35am..

Haiz!.. Ytd.. ( 29/03 ) received 2 sms in the night.. haiz.. Sad sia! >.<~..

she smsed, " Next time dun ever ever call mi k? Promise.. Cannot tok to u le. Sms oso cannot. Mummy wan to confiscate.. Hubby u take care of urself k. Muack. "

and i replied, "Why Liddat! Hmm.. Nvm dear den u call mi next time ok? PLs rem my hse and hp number.. IF can, try to call mi ba.. k? why suddenly wan to confiscate? "

SHe answered, " becoz alot of guys look 4 mr. ok. cant reply to me le . All my sms n calls my mummy will ans. I`m Sorry But it's my fault anyway. I`m Sorry..Bye. "

Upon seeing this, sadness filled my heart.. Questions like, "How come liddat.. then how r we supposed to contact each other? will she call mi?" all Rushed to my minds.. My only hope is tat She will take initiative to call mi.. Afterall, It's been Much for Us to get thru.. althou say tat frenz, maybe to mi is juz a term to lighten her burden and not asking her abt her whereabouts anymore.. coz I am afraid to make her feel irritated or control..

then after I replied a 2nd sms to her, i nv received any sms frm her.. Hai.. I wondered wad happening to mi.. am i too over suspicious or wad?? Well I tink i am.. haha...

In my mind, 2 thoughts ponders mi..

"Hmm IS this an excuse to Avoid mi? Tat she dun wanna mi disturb her?"
and
" Hmm.. Maybe it's the truth... as her hubby, i should trust her infinitely =)"

Hai.. Starting to believe tat this yr is a DOWN yr for mi ( I am a tiger in the chinese zodiac ).. WHen i heard during new yr tat Monkey yr this yr is a BAD yr for TIGERS-.-" hai.. So true for mi sia.. THen earlier this morning wanna go out.. Iron my FAv white shirt.. till got hole haiz.. Gotta go buy another... Then received this news.. >.<~ But.. well.. I shall Stay Optismistic and Look ahead for myself ba~ =)

And I made up my mind tat's to Trust her infinitely.. for i tink if we lack of trust within each other, our relation might not even work or last.. SO Dear.. Althou I am saying things tat u MAYBE wont get to see, But i wanna tell u.. From this day onward.. I hav ABSOLUTE Trust on u~ =) and tat I love u..

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Second thing tat happen today..

I went to the K box in CCK Lot 1 today.. wow! Andd Amazed to found out today my voice was not bad.. at least the BESt in all my other KTV session and i am so embarass when the room is like juz mi and my di then all Girls-.-".. 6 gals 2 guy.. lol.. Gang Bangish.. Hmm.. But Phew sang Pretty well at least i TRIED my best ba.. =D~

# posted by hiten aka kitten | 1:38 AM |

Sunday, March 28, 2004

Today, 28/03/04 Sun..

Haiz.. Sianz lahz.. I came online only and fianlly found out tat my Beloved Darling, Eve is online.. HOwever, THe moment i tok to her, her attitude is cold towards mi.. I really wonders wad she's tinking.. Hai.. I really Dunch Noe~! Argh! Ai Qing Zhen fan..

juz ytd, she smsed mi a msg saying " next time call mi or Find mi online"

then i replied,"Why not sms?"

SHe answer," coz i wanna tok.. blah blah blah"

But when i called her, she sounds so cold.. maybe like wad she say, she's not good in expressing herself.. i really hope i can tok to her like how i tok to other gals .. haiz.. juz saw her in msn... and this is our chat

(L)º~«Çhßî§ àká Gûowéi»~º(L): Hai~.. Wad can i do 2 make u happy? I'M really confused & Blurred.. Wad r u tinkin deep down? says:
helLO~ =)~~~
(`»-Fåë®îê-»´) º* Kµåï £ê Xïåð Tïañ §hï *º says:
yup
(L)º~«Çhßî§ àká Gûowéi»~º(L): Hai~.. Wad can i do 2 make u happy? I'M really confused & Blurred.. Wad r u tinkin deep down? says:
eaten lunch?
(`»-Fåë®îê-»´) º* Kµåï £ê Xïåð Tïañ §hï *º says:
ya]
(L)º~«Çhßî§ àká Gûowéi»~º(L): Hai~.. Wad can i do 2 make u happy? I'M really confused & Blurred.. Wad r u tinkin deep down? says:
full? nice to eat ba?
(L)º~«Çhßî§ àká Gûowéi»~º(L): Hai~.. Wad can i do 2 make u happy? I'M really confused & Blurred.. Wad r u tinkin deep down? says:
hjaha
(L)º~«Çhßî§ àká Gûowéi»~º(L): Hai~.. Wad can i do 2 make u happy? I'M really confused & Blurred.. Wad r u tinkin deep down? says:
recently i kep skipping breakfast and lunch wor
(L)º~«Çhßî§ àká Gûowéi»~º(L): Hai~.. Wad can i do 2 make u happy? I'M really confused & Blurred.. Wad r u tinkin deep down? says:
hmm..
(L)º~«Çhßî§ àká Gûowéi»~º(L): Hai~.. Wad can i do 2 make u happy? I'M really confused & Blurred.. Wad r u tinkin deep down? says:
ur stomach, ok le ba? recently still got pain pain ma?
(`»-Fåë®îê-»´) º* Kµåï £ê Xïåð Tïañ §hï *º says:
dun ask me so many Q can or not ? until i dun feel like talking to u ah
(L)º~«Çhßî§ àká Gûowéi»~º(L): Hai~.. Wad can i do 2 make u happy? I'M really confused & Blurred.. Wad r u tinkin deep down? says:
Orh
(L)º~«Çhßî§ àká Gûowéi»~º(L): Hai~.. Wad can i do 2 make u happy? I'M really confused & Blurred.. Wad r u tinkin deep down? says:
i call u now ok?
(`»-Fåë®îê-»´) º* Kµåï £ê Xïåð Tïañ §hï *º says:
cannot la
(`»-Fåë®îê-»´) º* Kµåï £ê Xïåð Tïañ §hï *º says:
sunday is family day la... dun disturb todae eh

seeing this i so sad.. haiz.. i really dunno wad she tinking in one way she's like quite ok then now liddat.. i am really confused!! haiz~... i HATE This feeling man! Hai! feel like banging my head on the wall for the betta sia...

Argh!! any more of these i am gonna go insane!! ahh!!

[15:08:12] Her: u sad for wad ?
[15:08:20] hiten`SaD: HäHä
[15:08:22] hiten`SaD: nth lahz
[15:08:23] hiten`SaD :not sad le
[15:08:25] 14,1C15h14a15n14g15i14n15g 14T15o 0 hiten
[15:08:28] hiten: see =)
[15:08:45] hiten: dun worry lahz~ =)~
[15:09:19] hiten: wad udoing rite now? u going out w/ ur family later ba?
[15:09:34] hiten: i see the dates ytd tat the show hidalgo is showing in april 1st
[15:09:44] hiten: starting april 1st lorz
[15:09:53] -Q:#-=[F]ren[Z]=-- OP for Whahahaha requested by [H]an[D]e ([H]an[D]e)
[15:09:56] hiten: then wanna ask u out watch tgt de ma =)
[15:10:03] her: not free la
[15:10:19] hiten: NeVeRmInD lo... some other days then~ =)~
[15:10:37] hiten: when u more free tat time then we go watch or wad
[15:10:41] hiten: 15,1(0K15)0e11-15,1(0K15)0e
[15:11:06] her: everyday also not free la
[15:11:14] her: i am not like other girls outside k
[15:11:27] hiten: ok..
[15:11:38] hiten: sorry...
[15:12:40] hiten: i gtg first
[15:12:42] hiten: SeE YoU later
[15:12:43] hiten: TãKê ÇãRÊ
[15:12:46] hiten: ByE ByE

Look at this.. haiz!!! wad am i suppose to do!!!! SObZ!!! haiz.. why is she liddat... she hates mi or wad!!! hai.. wad is she tinking.. she seems to be avoiding mi.. but yet she still wanna mi be her hubby.. wad's this suppose to mean really? I really willing to accept everything of her.. and wishes i can open her heart so she can feel comfy to express herself to mi.. but seems like.. i kinda Failed to do tat.. Haiz!!! WHy liddat~~... Hope god would bless mi..

# posted by hiten aka kitten | 1:59 PM |

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