Today, 19th May, 6.51pm, wed
Haiz.. Today went for a swim.. wad can i say? as down in luck as usual.. wanna go tann, in the end the sun nv go out.. which b4 i go to swim, the sun is still so HOt and SHINY!! -.-" well.. GoD's not happy w/ mi..
But Always true when it says.. when a person is down in luck, HE's VERY DOWN in luck..
Haiz.. my HoneY~.. she's like very bz in her proj.. i really wish i can help her in some way or 2 lorz.. but it seems i nv.. =( why hav i been so inconsiderate? Haiz.. Recently, HoneY keep feeling giddy.. and i cant even do a thing to make her feel betta.. i really at the end of my wits.. Haiz.. Why am i so Stupid.. =(..
Today, she's like... being Cold to mi.. I dunno why.. it's like the Heart is Beig pierce time and again by numerous Needles.. AS painful as tat.. =( darling.. i wish i really can do sth.. for u.. can i? =(.. I really Hate to see u so stressed up =(..
She's so stressed up by her sch work.. Aww man.. why cant i be cleverier?..
Finally i get to help her do sth le!! yeah.. haha.. Yeah.. MUacks I love u Honey ignore wad i say earlier.. Muacks..
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Today, 19th May, Wed, 10.53am
Juz finish reading my HoneY's Blog.. Haiz.. I'm sorry to See u in so much pressure and stress tat i cant even do a single thing... I AM DAMN USELESS!!!! In the cinema.. i noe u r cold.. but when i used my hand to touch u, I can feel ur heat instead of coldness meaning my hand is colder than urs.. i dun wish u to feel more cold =( SorrY if my action had lead to ur crying.. :'( sorry for being not xi xin/ considerate.
U dun say until liddat lah.. u aint a 3rd party or wad lorz.. it's not a BGR relationship so it's not consider as 3rd party lorz.. he's juz my didi.. as of now, i juz try to sms him once in a while.. then can le.. MY time will still be w/ u =) Dun Worry K? Nothing will happen de lahz.. everything is fine de. *HuGz.. =)
Sorry tat ytd night i cant pei u to help u in ur project or juz like be dere to accompany u.. I'm sorry for tat..
As of this, Friday or thurs i will be going ur hse de wor.. =).. Hehe..
dear... even u off ur fone, i will still sms and call u maybe ur hse not hp.. see which eva is on.. for a short chat.. Coz i really dun tink i can tahan till so long lorz.. 3 days no meeting no contact.. i dun tink i will be able to stand tat.. I really cant My love.. I really misses u alot.. >.<~
but now suddenly when i come to think of these 3 days i already so Buay tahan le.. then wad if it's 1/2 a yr? OMG!!! I dun wanna tink of that.. like needle poking thru my heart.. i dun wish u leave mi.. >.<~ but sigh... IF going overseas study will be betta, I will still prefer u go.. as study is more important.. at most.. i can write u a letter every now and then =)... hehe.. HuG~>> Love U hOneY~ MuAcKs~
I noe wad's wrong w/ mi le i tink.. i will work it out.. to make u feel betta for mi as a pillar for u.. a strong Mountain for u to lie on.. Hug~ DUn worry abt my problem.. for u see, it seems i hardly got any =).. BUt i will try help u out.. no more sleeping this time.. sorry abt the other day.. >.<~
-HoNey~ Dun Mess le wor.. Everythings will be fine.. as u said le.. ur mum going thru the "pause" so it's juz a sudden change of Character/temper etc.. It will get over soon.. but bbe strong for ur mum.. coz.. during the "Pause" one gets depress easily and tends to anyhow think... =)>. HuGz~
-Dun worry wor Darling.. HuGz DUn cry le..-
-Chris
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YOYOYOY!! lame monkey!
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Today, 18th May, 12.24am, Tues
Well.. Juz got home from My HoneY's Hse.. Today ( 17th May ) everything happens kinda funny and wierd sia.. haha.. But at the same time loving.. It all started earlier this 17th May.. when the misunderstanding took place.. then who noes, At 4am, i accidentally Lie on my Desktop and feel aslp while waiting my darling to Reply mi in Msn..
The Next thing i noe is tat my aunt is beside mi and i woke up.. it's alread 5am.. haha.. then my darling ask mi go slp then we slept tgt at 5am tgt..
I woke up at 8+am today.. then faster get changed and asked my mum if my dadd is at home or M`sia.. AS every monday and thurs i gotta work for my daddy... then She told mi he went to M`sia.. then i happily packed up, iron my clothes in the fastest speed possible and went outta the hse..
B4 i left, the day b4 when i was out in bugis wid my HoneY, i bought the " Ke Jia Suan Pan Zi " and packeted em home.. then this morning they go steam it and ate it, my Ah ma still eat 2 bowl sia.. meaning it's nice~ haha~ Yeah~
On my way to Her hse, I smsed her.. if she see this msg, then open door bla blah blah.. for these, the time detail i shall not include coz i dun wan let her noe wad time i reach her hse.. hehe!~ then i waited for her outside her door.. coz i dun intend to call her... to wake her up.. hehe.. then later surprisingly, she came and open the door.. but looks so FUnny, Blur and TOoTz!! wahahah.. But veRy KAwAIi.. then later i went to her room and after some time, we hug.. then dunno why uncontrollably, my eyes auto drop tears.. haha.. very stupid sia.. lol.. then later i went to the toilet dun wanna let her noe tat i drop tears.. but in the end still, let her Found out.. -.-" haiz..
MOments later, i asked her to go and slp for i will juz stand here and watch.. haha.. for some reason after some flipping and hugging, she cant fall aslp.. maybe it's my presence ba? haha.. Then soon time passes quickly and it's 3+ pm liaoz! OMG! then we went to cook the mash potato and some nuggets and fillet for late lunch.. well wad can i say but the word, " DEliCiOuS! " haha.. Of coz lahz i make de lehz! wahahah even his bro say nice.. wooHoo~
Then later i was to her help read on her textbook a topic on " PORNOGRAPHY " but who noes i suddenly fell sleepy and went to sit sleeping.. haiz.. the next thing i work up and know, 45 mins had passed.. and i continue to help her read.. but dunno why, I feel aslp again.. Aww man.. BOOKs SUCKS! =X haha..then the next thing i noe it's 5.30pm le.. and her mum is back.. OMG! So paiseh tat her mum saw mi slp on table.. haha.. then HonEy oso bad nv wake mi up.. but guess i insufficient slp earlier tat day ba? haha
Then soon, ting came to her hse and i get back to work.. and started reading patiently this time.. however, there's words tat i dun even noe wad's the meanding of it.. that i had to ask HoneY~ help mi check online dic... haha..
SOon.. her papa came home bringing food.. then later we all Eat.. haha WAht tat Mexican Chicken and tat Fried Rice is BagUs SIa! waahahah.. Delicacy! haha.. then after eating, we got back to work..
Awhile later, her sis came home.. then i suddenly realise tat her sis's fren was the gal i ask number 2 yrs ago in the ice-skatin ring called, Theresa.. haha.. althou failed to get her number.. but got her email the other time.. but well who cares now.. tat's in the pass le.. wahahha... then later her sis mocked at mi sia.~! damn bad and honey ooso Laugh at mi coz tat time i go ask number, tat "theresa" was w/ her classmate then after i approach her, There's a bunch of 30 GUYS and GALS surrounding mi.. and to my surprise, Her sis, Cheryl was one of em.. haha.. I am like so SHOCKED haha coz tat time DArling's 20th bdady party she got come but i nv recognise her.. haha..
Then after some laughters, time to get back to work.. however, times flies and awhile later it's already 11.10pm le..then my darling remind mi then she accompany send mi out.. haha.. so sweet.. Tonite was so windy.. hope can sit down w/ her chit chat sia.. then nice nice le.. however after sending mi to the Entrance of the condo, i ask her dun send le.. but we were reluctent to part each other.. i had no choice but to cross the road and leave.. ( darling i really wish i could gib u a hug and kiss tat time... ) then later after crossing, i walked backwards w/ my front facing her and weaving good bye for she's standing dere liek a stone statue.. makes mi feel so bad.. haiz.. =(.. DArliNg i love u.. MuAcKS~
Tink tat's all for today le.. Maybe i gonna buy tat spec and make a tattoo.. haha!
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Darling IF u reading my blog.. see this.. THis is wad actually took place.. PLs dun misunderstand mi.. The darling is really my gan didi..
It happens like this..
After we send each other home, I smsed U and Tell u tonite was the more nicest night i eva ad.. then later i got s miss call frm my gan didi hse.. then I smsed him.. "Darling sorry to make u worry.. recently u everyday go see doc, U getting more well le ma? HuG Slp early, eat regularly k? then Will heal faster le.. Muacks.." but to my mistake, i sent it to u.. then u replied mi.. " Ar U send wrong person le.. "
then a wierd idea came to my mind to test u see how much u love mi.. then after i found out i send wrong person, I quickly replied, " Gotcha, got frighten? haha.. got jelous not..?" then u nv reply le.. then next ting i sms my didi le.. coz i noe this msg will make u Misunderstand mi so I added an explanation sayin," Dear tell u e truth, i got a darling but it a guy, but i not bi.. HE's my gan didi.. etc"
Then seeing u nv reply i know u r crying already coz i noe u muz hav thinked it's a gal who's my darling, And u felt insecure and heartache, But I really nv lie to u.. Sobz.. I nv.. it's really my didi.. hai pls call mi.. it's really my didi.. then his condition got worsen.. then i smsed him and he told mi he vomit blood and tat he's on drip everyday hav to see a doc.. pls believe darling call mi hear wad i hav to say... sobz... pls/... darlin believe mi pls..
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Today, May 17th
Sorry honEY~.. tat "darlin" really is my didi lahz!! Sobz.. PLs dun leave for australia Dear.. DUn plsplspls.. I dun wan u to leave mi at all... I reallt saying the truth le lahz.. my didi these few days he Vomited blood lahz.. and he was crying juz now oso.. coz i nv reply his msg.. sobz... Sorry Dear.. I really nv lie to u.. tat darling is not a gal!!! Sobz.. Really It is not a gal!!! >.<~ Dun leave mi lahz... Please.. I beg u dear.. Sobz.. Wad i say is nth but the truth.. U dun believe mi can ask my didi, His jie jie and kor kor.. all OF us call him darling/baobei de.. Sobz.. HE oso call us tat.. Ddarling i swear.. I saying nth but the truth.. Sobz... PLs dun Liddat.. I really Nv lie to u... PLs call mi to hear mi tok can? pls.. sobz..
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Sobz.. Sorry darling... really sorry.. to say tat.. i dun meant it de.. Sobz.. I really love u... i say juz to make u jealous only.. I am sorry to hav made u feel in secure.. sobz.. I am sorry~ All my fault.. Sobz.. PLs forgib mi.. darl... I'm Sorry~...
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Today, 15th May, Sat, 10.56pm
Lotsa bad things happen today sia.. Firstly, This evening, After watching movie w/ my cousin, I went to NTUC to buy some Black pepper Ham Frm the money ( $10 ) which my mother Gib mi b4 i left the hse for Movie juz now..
Suddenly, the word, "Carbonara" came to my mind, then i went to buy cheese and the carbonara + other stuffs.. Who knows tat while i am Queueing, Someone called mi.. then i tried to pick up the fone and asked my cousin to help mi take those grossary.. but who noes tat, i realised tat the $10 Was gone and tat i had drop tat somewhere.. then i realise a "Ah Ma" behind my Q was holding a $10 note.. which seems to be mine lorz.. then i turn again, i see tat "Ah Ma" keep the $10 in her pocket.. so Suspicious.. then no choice but to ask my cousin to pay first then return him the money later.. haiZ!! Suay lahz!! Sobz~
Then, Next, The moment i reached home, My Darling calLed mi.. and Started Crying.. I was Shocked sia.. For i dunno why she cried.. and i try to Hush her frm crying and asking her to take a deep breath ( hopefully i did my job well hehe.. ) then after a short fone chat, I finally get a blur, false picture of wad's happening.. haha.. THen i tried to confort my honey by saying.. " Hush.. DUn cry le wor~ Hug~ Tink in the brighter side K? HuG~" blah blah blah.. hehe.. as for the details, let's not go into it or i will type till hand pain lahz! then after a short chat, we hanged up oso.. dunno why but she say she had to put down.. so, well i might as well.. juz put down.. =P
THen DUnno why recently Jealousy fills mi.. hmm.. suddenly feels empty again.. and i went to sms my ex-crush, Eve.. but dunno why recently she like ignoring mi.. haiz.. well.. I oso dunno why.. -.-" Then later as i went online, I chatted happily w/ my darling.. hehe juz the sight of her nick makes mi happy le.. keke.. but the later she paste mi tat Marcus call her dear, i sianz 1/2 sia.. haha.. really wish to ask her tell him to stop calling her dear.. CoZ she's not his dear ma.. and dun let him carry on saying till so shuang.. -.-" ( or i go call Eve Dear oso =P )[purposely make u jealous de HMph! wahahaha!!] then later she told mi abt her dream.. tat she Dreamed About alex Blah blah blah.. Abt the detail go and see her blog ba.. if she wanna write abt it.. haha.. then tat's all for the jealousy of today.. hehe..
But.. A suddenly Turn Out for today is tat, My darling and i discussing about married le wor~ haha.. =P Tat's fast, but cool~ wahaha -.-" hehe.. tat's the sweetest part of today ba? hehe..
Alright Next is wad dmy Honey wan mi paste o the bulletin one.. haha.. Abt "My Love Life" U guys feel free to read man~ wahahaha..
1. NAME? Chris
2. SINGLE OR ATTACHED? Attached.
3. ARE YOU IN LOVE? YupPy
4. DOES SOMEONE HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU? lemme count.. got 4 ba? =X hehe
5. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN HEARTBROKEN?
yup
6. HOW MANY EX(ES)?
2
7. HOW LONG WAS YOUR LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
4 mths 20 days
8. HOW SHORT WAS UR SHORTEST RELATIONSHIP?
4 mths
9. HAVE YOU CHEATED ON SOMEONE BEFORE?
Maybe.. Dunno...
10. HAVE YOU BEEN CHEATED BEFORE?
YES!!!
11. IF YOU ARE SINGLE, DO YOU WANT TO FALL IN
LOVE AND GET ATTACHED?
U say lei Of coz Right!? I dun wanna Die of LOL man!! ( Lack of Love ) WAHAHAHA!!
12. IF YOU ARE ATTACHED,DO YOU LOVE YOUR
GIRLFRIEND / BOYFRIEND?
Obvious rite? ASk stupid Qns Sia! IF not in love w/ her why attach? -.-"
13. HAVE YOU EVER PLAYED WITH SOMEONE’S
FEELINGS?
dunno.. I tink no lorz..
14. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN FORCED/DARED TO GO WITH
SOMEONE?
Nope.
15. HAVE YOU CRIED OVER SOMEONE YOU THOUGHT
YOU LOVED/LIKED?
Ya.. Yi Ru...
16. HUGS OR KISSES?
Both.
17. DO YOU THINK IT IS ALRIGHT FOR PEOPLE OF
THE SAME SEX TO LOVE EACH OTHER?
Well..IT's their right man.. Love is Great lehz.. they like then go lorz.. dun liek then dun go lorz..
18. HAS ANYONE EVER TELL YOU THAT YOU WERE TOO
YOUNG FOR LOVE?
YEs GOT! My honey now! Crystal~ -.-"
19. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF LONG DISTANCE
RELATIONSHIPS?
When there's a will there's a way.. but not much confidence in LDR..
20. WOULD YOU EVER GO WITH SOMEONE OVERSEAS?
See how lorz.. got money then Tok.. no money Oso cannot fly! -.-"
21. HAVE YOU THOUGHT YOU LOVED SOMEONE BUT THE
FEELING WENT AWAY AFTER A FEW DAYS?
ya got..
22. DO LOOKS MATTER TO YOU?
Depends..
23. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN A
RELATIONSHIP?
Trust and respect and faith and Chemistry~ Muack i love CryS~
24. FOR GIRLS: HOW DO YOU FEEL IF YOUR
BOYFRIEND IS YOUNGER THAN YOU?
FOR GUYS: HOW DO YOU FEEL IF YOUR
GIRLFRIEND IS OLDER THAN YOU?
As wad Darling Said age doesn't matter.. Haha.. Coz my hoey 2 yr older than mi But we stilll as Kai xin wad~ haha
25. FOR GIRLS: HOW DO YOU FEEL IF YOUR
BOYFRIEND IS SHORTER THAN YOU?
FOR GUYS: HOW DO YOU FEEL IF YOUR
GIRLFRIEND IS TALLER THAN YOU?
hmm..not much offend.. i will feel short lorz.. but hmm cool lahz.. haha
26. DO YOU TELL YOUR CRUSHES YOU LIKE HIM /
HER?
Depends on who/./
27. ARE YOU ROMANTIC?
HoneY~ U r Romantic~ Hmm mi ar? U gonna ask my Honey, CryS then.. haha
28. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Eh.. Dunno how to say...
29. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF COUPLES WHO BREAK UP
AND PATCH BACK AFTER A FEW DAYS?
EAt full nth betta to do.. liddat oso fun .. Kan Bo liao sia..
30. WHEN WAS YOUR FIRST LOVE?
15
31. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF LOVE?
Love is Cruel, sad yet Wonderful and great.. Coz the Truth of love is Cruel.. for some ppl who's in crush for others noe tat the person is attached, they will sad.. but if u get the ones u love, It's Wonderful and Great.. So Love is something tat cannot be describe but felt w/.. =) tat's wad i tink ba? hehe.. wei Da h0r? I noe.. haha I am Wad. WAhhaha! ( bhB! ) Sometimes, the one tat u loved most isn't by ur side however the one tat u get married isn't the one tat u love most.. *Sigh love SuX yEt rOx
32. HOW DO U FEEL ABT UR CURRENT BF/GF IF U HAVE
ONE RIGHT NW?
She's the best! hehe.. The tallest Gf i eva had... the most relaxing gf i eva had, the most CUTE Gf i eva had.. hehe.. but ironically, all the gf i had b4 all richer than mi -.-" Guess i super PooR Huh? loL~! SHe's So comfy to be with.. And my heart is the most calming when i am with her.. she's dere when i am down so am i ( I tink ) hehe.. But always.. Kinda sad.. then after every outing, we gonna part.. haiz.. how much i wish tat we wont part at all.. hehe.. Muack i Love mY Bee~ HuG~.. BUt.. She VERY Violence.. Dong bu Dong then beat ppl.. >.<~ Sobz~ Bleh~~ hehe.. BUt hit is Love wad.. keke..
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Today, Friday, 14th May, 3.04pm
Well.. Haha change MY Bloggy SkIN!! HOw u all think abt it? haha.. LOL~
Hmm.. today i went out w/ my Bee again.. hehe.. Coz today my dad went to M`sia.. then i no need work for him le.. haha.. then later we agreed to meet and went out to orchard.. haha..
But then.. today is quite a bad day for MI!.. lol~ I IRONED the Wrong clothes to wear.. and tat made mi having to iron another shirt again. haIz.. which in the end, I was Very late of the appointment w/ my Darling.. keke..
The moment i reached Orchard, I called her.. but it was ting tat pick up and told mi they were aT HARU SCENE.. dunno wad's tat.. lOL! then when i arrive, then i realised it's a Saloon~ loL!! Diao I super blur KOK sia.. -.-"" Then i went in to say hi to them.. but suay sia.. i was in the way of the hair stylist attending to my HoNeY~ then in the end i feel like "NOT WELCOME" and in the end go walk walk myself until she cut her hair finish.. haha.. then later we go walk walk.. and eat PAsta Mania!!
Then Ironically, Ting wanna go catch her 9pm show on channel 8 haha.. she's a TV craz man! LOL! Siao de =X OOps~ lol.. then we had to take the bus all the way to CCK again.. then later as ting get down, she nv even ssay Bye to us sia... It's only after awhile we realised TIng was missing frm the BUS!!! lol~ Then in the end left mi and my darling in the bus and we all discussed and finally decided to stop at CCK interchange.. haha
And SAy abt SUAY, i very suay sia.. my ezlink card left $0.29 sia.. then cannot afford to take another bus ride or train Coz if i did tat, i cant go home le.. then in the end we walk Home tgt.. Wow~ First time walking her home sia.. so Romantic.. keke.. then we chatted happily along the way.. haha.. then later we walked pass Yew Tee park, See the 12 zodiac sign haha.. But SUAY enuff, my face kena spider web.. then go to Limbang shopping center WAsh face LOL!!.. After that, we continue walking towards her hse and until a primary sch, ( i tink is Kranji pri sch ) then she told mi abt the "RU BIAN YI KE RONG SHU XIA" de story.. haha.. Funny sia.. then i sing to her.. well.. My voice become abit ah peh like le! lol.. Soon, we can see her condo le.. then we walked to the nearby playground again.. and sat down rest.. haha.. Then.. tat time was quite cool sia.. best time eva spend w/ anyone in my life!!! I love U hoNeY~ MuaACk~ keke..
But sadly, Times flies so fast tat, then moment we look at the watch, It's already reaching 11pm and soon, i gtg... then we huGgEd each other and kissed.. Wow.. very romantic sia.. haha.. But juz the atmosphere no good.. Coz recently weather so HOT!! >.<~ Muz complain to God liaoz or the God of Weather! loL~ remember wOr.. not God of WEALTH.. is WEATHER loL!! -.-" ( lame )
Tinks tat's all ba? keke..
Muacks~ HoNey~ i Miss u.. as like wad u said.. i really cant watch for liek 9 more hrs frm now.. I wanna Meet u hug u kiss u~ Hehe~ MUaCkS~
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Well.. Third post of the day.. haha.. think i kinda mad today? so many things to write.. haiz.. i feel so wierd.. Dear i Miss u alot lehz.. haiz.. Waiting for ur call always wor~ HOpe Ur stomach ok le =) Muacks.. Really feel like hearing her voice.. and those feelings tat's like CANT WAIT TO SEE her liddat.. haiz.. how i wish i can hug her now.. and juz say the 3 simple words, "I love U" haha...
As i writing this suddenly the words, Insecure comes to my mind.. oso dunno why -.-".. haha.. then again 1 more word, INconsiderate.. I feel tat i inconsiderate for her sia.. ppl Today grad muz happy happy then today i like sad sad de coz i miss her too much till drop tears le.. haha.. Wierd huh? a guy miss a gal till drop tears... haha.. k lahz dun write too much tat's all le.. MuackS~
I love MY Darling 4eva~ She'S the Best~ hehe
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Well well.. Another post again.. this time after bathing le.. wah.. Felt so refresh.. now come to think of tat i tink the jealous was Extra feelings de.. I should hav more faith.. haha.. Well.. stupid to write this blog anyway.. haha..
But at times, i feel funny.. haha.. We so relaxing.. juz maybe on my frenz part she abit strict.. like I cant go out w/ other gals.. >.< but nvm i will bUild up her trust first.. then I will slowly ask her open up for mi.. Coz.. IF she trust mi, I tink we will be happier =).. But i oso hav to remember not to be too possessive.. But dun feel guilty or bad if u read this k? i willing de.. I will Build up Ur trust in mi k? Hug~
Dear Dun worry.. U r my one and only.. MuackS.. I wont do anything "Dui bu Qi" u one.. Muacks~ HugGiES~
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Today, 12th May, Wednesday, 2.40pm
Hmm today is so wierd.. Things getting wierd sia.. all around.. Maybe i crazy? Wah! Damn SUay! The past few days when going out tat time the Sun so freaking SUNNY! then this morning as i wake up it's raining.. well.. Raining days.. so meaningful.. it's either i sad or my frenz is.. well.. Very True~ haha.. and in the end wanna go sun tann oso cannnot le... haiz Suay AR!!!!!!!!!
Well well.. i see my blog alot of ppl complain and 1 Praise. haha.. and tat one and only praise is by My Darlings teacher.. haha tat time she see all of Her Fren's Blogs, she Commented mine is the BEST!! WAHAHAH!!! but the blue blue scheme abit bored.. haha.. TInk gonna change to a black black one or wadeva.. haha..
Haha.. anyway juz 12 hrs ago in the A.M, I smsed my darlin, CrYstAl.. she said She's Dreaming.. haha.. But Kinda Wierd oso.. She Went to Dream abt A wedding ceremony.. haha.. But hmm From wad she said, kinda sad tat the person ( groom ) is another Guy and not MI >.< Sobz.. Then She still said I came Running in LoL! but then She woke up coz, hp rang.. my sms.. haha..DIao.. then she still tells mi tat i dash in to Stop their Wedding liddat.. lol.. So funny.. But Hai!!! Kinda sad tat The person she wed in the dream isn't mi.. Haiz..
Well.. another thing tat happens up till this time, Hai.. seeing the time was 1.30 pm juz now.. then called My darl.. Coz she nv sms mi.. which usually she would.. then tinking of her CONFIRM LATE and it's True.. haha.. then we continue fone chat till she went to take the mrt.. the Chat lasts till When the time She Went to Jurong EAst Station and change train ba.. then saw her classmate which is a guy.. Hmm then they Chatted.. then Later she ask mi to put down.. go bathe.. Haiz~
At this time, Heart shattered sia.. like lost de feelings.. hmm.. But I tink she's tinking for mi ba? coz i say i wanna bathe juz now.. then i CHOSE to hold on to the fone coz juz wanna hear my darling Voice more.. But.. hmm.. Well Dunno how to say this feelings.. maybe is call jealousy? haiz.. So Jialat.. my Jealousy come back again.. Zzz Hopefully i wont be too "GUO FEN" over jealousy for tat's wad happen to mi usually.. haha.. well.. who to Blame? but myself to be born in July as a Leo... Who's possessive, EAsily jealous, Protective blah blah blah~ and MOst importantly, "FLIRTIOus by nature" loL!!! Well read it up on a email.. lol.. kinda funny sia.. lol~
But still.. feel so empty sia.. hmm.. AiYa.. WAdeva~ As Long as sHe can remain happy can le.. haha.. She happy i AUTO happy..
P.S: Dear.. IMportant thing to tell u.. U muz nv lose ur smile k? HuG~.. Ur Smile is perfect wor.. haha.. expose 9 teeth de.. Muacks~ LoVe Ya~
Darling I wish u write bloggy oso.. long time nv read urs le.. go UPDATE HOR!
tink later then write more
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Today, 10th May, 2am
Well I am writing abut ytd stuffs which is 9th May juz 2 hrs agO~ haha.. KiNdA LaMe HoR? KeKe.. Well.. NtH tO dO wAd.. So I bOlIaO cOmE aNd Ji SiAo~ WaHaHaHa..
"YeStErDaY WoKe Up aT 11+ SmSeD mY dArLiN.. HaHa.. BuT ShE sTiLl SlEePiNg.. ZzZ.. WhIcH ThE dAy BeFoRe, We PlAnNeD tO hAv HeR cOmE mY hSe In ThE mOrNiNg.. As TiMe PaSsEs, My CrYs FiNaLlY wOkE uP fRoM hEr BeD! bUt It'S aLrEaDy 1+pm le.. tHeN SaDlY We HaD tO aLtEr ThE pLaNs aNd In ThE eNd We MeT uP iN AmK.. haha..
SoOn, As We MeT, sHe SeEmS sO tIreD~ -.-" yAwNs~ ZzZ~ GuEsS sHe MuZ hAv SlP lAtE aGaIn.. BuT wEll, I'm GlAd TaT wE mEt FiNaLlY!!! ( AwW.. I mIsS u So MuCh ) ThEn ShE AcCoMpAnY mE gO bUy GaMe.. SoOn We ArRiVe tHe ShoP dEsPiTe Of ThE hOt WeAtHeR.. BuT sAd tO HeAr tAt ThE "OnImUsHa 3" WaS OuTtA sToCk!! >.< So SaD! In ThE eNd I bOuGhT 2 GaMe To PlAy FiRsT.. haha..
ThEn, We WeNt To BiShAn J8 To CoLlEcT mY cAkE~ WeLl.. It WaS a "BlAcK fOrEsT" LoL~ ThEn We WeNt To ThE PoPuLaR FiRsT aS My BeE wAnNa HeLp HeR bRo BuY SoMe StaTioNaRiEs.. AfTeR SpEnDiNg TiME FiNdIn ThE PeNs/PeNcIlS We WeNt To Q uP.. BuT lAtEr ShE FoUnD oUt TaT sHe HaD BoUgHt tHe WrOnG MeChAnIcAl PeNcIl.. haha.. ThEn We EnD up BuYiNg ThE pEn BuT nOt PeNcIl~ ThEn We WeNt To CoLlEcT tHe CaKe TaT i BoUghT YtD.. AfTeR wHiCh, ShE PeStEr Mi To BrInG HeR to a "BrA ShOp!!" >.< (So PaIsEh fIrSt TiMe EnTeRiNg a BrA ShOp.. AwW.. I aM sO eMbArRaSsEd!! ) TheN LaTeR ShE BoUgHt 2 BrA tOps.. ZzZ.. HaHa~
NeXt, We WeNt To ToApAyOh~ HaHa! My HoUsE!! LoL! kEkE.. AnYwAy, We WeNt To ThE PoPuLaR AnD lOoK fOr ThE pEnCiL AgAiN bUt To No VaLiD.. ThEn My HoNeY WeNt To CaLl HeR BrO tO tElL hIm ThE nEwS tAt ShE cAnT fInD e ThInG hE wAn.. WhIcH lAtEr EnD uP BuyiNg the 0.7 De.. ThEn, NeXt AftEr BuYinG a CheeSe tArt, We WeNt To My HsE..
As AlWaY, DaRlInG LoOk So CuTe WhEn ShE eNtEr ThE hSe AgAiN~ hAhA.. THeN AfTeR SoMe GrEeTiNg AnD TeStInG oF tHe GaMe, I gAvE HeR a PrEsEnT ( FiRsT tImE gIb GaL PreSenT!! DeAr MuZ fEeL HoNoUrEd WoR~! ) WhIcH Is a pIgLeT! HaHa~ SuItS HeR hOr? ( =X ) ThEn LaTeR I MaSsAgE fOr HeR~ HaHa.. ShE sEeMs TO eNjOy It AlOt! KeKe..ThEn We HuG eAcH OtHEr On ThE BeD aGaIn.. FeLt sO XiN Fu SiA! HeHe.. tHeN AgaIn, We HaD a LoNg LoNg KiSs.. AnD iT wAs FuN aNd NicE BuT tHiS tImE wE fOrGeT tO kEeP tRaCk Of HoW lOnG wE hAd KiSsEd.. HaHa.. ( ThE FeElInGs WaS GrEaT! MuAcK|35.. I lOvE u HoNeY~ 1314 )
SoOn TiMeS PaSsEs AnD mY GrAnDmA StaRtEd NaGgIn AnD wE WeNt FoR oUr DiNnEr.. haha.. AfTeR DiNnEr, SAdLy It'S tImE fOr Us To BiD gOoD ByE.. AnD ThE DaY eNdEd lIdDaT hEhE~
P.S: *SoRrY HoNeY AbiT lAzY tO TyPe AlL tHe DeTaIlS.. ZzZ.. AnYwAy U OsO mUz WrItE BlOg HoR~ MuAcK~ MiSs YoU
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Today, 8th may, sat 1+pm
I feels so bad now.. anyway juz to tell her, i nnot meetin the gal already... i wont meet any other gals frm now onwards.. sorry
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Today, 8th May, Sat, 01.17pm
Well.. Bloggy aGaiN~ =) hmm.. today was kinda enjoyable.. Got up from my beloved bed at 9am and started preparing then i reac her hse at 10+ haha.. Well.. Althou i am Late frm the 10am Appointment w/ her, It seems tat she Didn't blame mi for being late.. =D~ ( Phew Heng ar~ wahahah )
Haiz.. Sadly, My headache hav been on for days le.. still haven Ok.. and started after i found some red red strained Blood in my left eye.. well.. May God Bless i faster OK frm this stupid headache.. haha..
After in her hse, I took off my clothes as i agreed on wearing ALL BLACK today.. but weather was kinda hot.. haha.. lucky i got wear a white shirt inside.. then i took off my black top.. and when to help her do her bloggy stuffs, well it seems like abit the cracking of head as the visit Counter, no matter where i put, it doesn't wanna get below the TagBoard ( ARgH~! ) DuLanED! lol..
However, suddenly My daRling stomach pain.. then lie on the bed..hmm.. then i stop playing my game and tried to attend to her by pouring a warm water for her etc.. well.. then Later my headache got abit worse then i lie on her bed.. and we Hug~ The feelings was Great man~ Coz it feels so SWEET!! >.< I love u darling~ mUacK|e5.. then later we even had a 20 mins kiss.. wow... tat's the longest kiss i gav her.. haha.. And Well.. wad to say.. but juz.. IT's COOL!~ Lol~ haha
then later as time passes, we go steam the "Mai Kai" to eat haha.. As both of us haven eat breakfast.. then after we had our "breakfast" we Continued our things and eventually we went to Orchard at 3+pm.. and my headache was abit buay tahan.. and i tried to slp on the bus to Orchard.. w/ CrYs lying on my chest/shoulder.. i hav to protect her frm cold coz she oso tired.. then we both can say GOT SLEEP ba.. haha.. then later we go and started shopping for her GAL's Stuffs~ haha.,. oh well.. Glad she bought wad she wanna.. haha.. then today was splendid when we did the WIndow shopping together.. juz made us feels more "Gian" lol.. and we decide to save money to hav a BIG SHOPPING! the next time.. haha.. then we went to a shop, "Bits & Pieces" wow.. Look at those ring and bangle and bracelets, SO COOL~ next time we gonna make a oxidised Bracelet man.. since ring is so common and as wad she said, "XIE MEN" !! lol..
Then soon how stomach seems to Growl a little then we went to the taka food court dere.. and Take a look around.. then suDDENly, a stall caught our eyes.. and we decided to order tat "Hayashi Omu rice" ( Beef favoured) but suay sia.. they got wrong and gav us the mushrooms ones.. haha.. But nevertheless, the moment we ate it, " WOW, THiS is DeLicIoUs" haha.. and we started to ponder how the beef one would test since.. beef should test betta.. haha!~ well well.. then after a light dinner, we went for a scroll
As time Pass, It getting late then we Started boarding the train home.. haha.. And On the way back to CrYs Hse, I was touch tat she fall aslp on my chest/shoulder.. haha.. felt so touch.. oso dunno why.. ahah.. but headache was already damn jialat.. but for the Comfort of CrYs, A headache and small shoulder ache is nth.. haha.. Muacks I miss u HoneY~
then later we went to the nearby HDB to Sit by the bench as usual and started chatting.. haha.. and i asked her to gave mi a love bite~ haha.. Which felt nice at first, pain at last -.-" =X haha.. But nvm.. it nice overall.. haha.. but always the final part is saddening.. and tat's times Up The "Cinderela" ( male version ) hav to hit the last train le.. haha.. and we had to bid good bye =(..
the moment i reached home, i tried to cook tat Mash Potato.. and it sucks.. haiz.. tat's all.. and i wanna say.. I love u dear.. 4eva~ MuacK|35
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Today, 6th May, thurs 1.15Pm
Haha.. juz woke up from my bed.. the morning rain is really very shiok.. Made mi sleep more..haha.. well think i always one day late huh? haha.. today writing abt ytd's Stuffs.. loL! well well.. hmm... recently for some reason, which even i myself dunno.. tat i found out i am actually loving my Bee, CrYs more and more.. dunno why as day passes, i misses her more... wanting her to be by my side 24/7/365..
Haiz.. But as time passes i come to think of that my beloved darling going to Aussie for UNiversity, Kinda sad she gonna go.. althou realy hope she dun go.. but i cant becoz of my own selfish reason to make her stay by my side.. Honestly, if she really go overseas, i am abit the not confident on LDR ( Long Distance Relationship ) and it's very true lorz.. i will nv get to see her.. then it will become more of like cyber BGR.. Haiz~ Sigh~
Well.. ytd nite, gtg dduring a msn chat w/ my dear dear coz kena headache lorz.. haha.. Stupid headache.. and dunno why my eye red red ( I nv see anything dirty!! ) haha.. but when i told her i headache, her reply was like.. "okok.. Good Nite" Abit sad tat she nv ask if i am ok or not.. which i really hope she does.. At least it shows mi tat she concern ba? haha..
OMG! recently i FACED a LOVE RIVAL!!! >.< loL~ A guy named, MArcus is interested in my dear wor~ hmm..
Firstly, i tink he's slimmer than mi aka looks mroe fit than mi lahz..
Secondly, HE's more yandao ( i tink )
Thirdly, A good thing he lives near her hse ( then they can meet everyday )
And Lotsa Mor3~
Haha.. well i hav to say sth and tat's "Sorry My Bee~ tat I really CANT provide u 24/7 physically lorz.. which i tink u would like mi 2 and i am Really Sorry~~" well well.. tink tat's all for today Ba? haha.. Muack|eS I love U My Bee, CrYs~
Haha i posting on ytd dates loL~
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Today, 3rd May, Mon, 5.12pm
Well... today is kinda boring.. i am so bored at home.. >.< Well darn.. headache coming back le.. sobz.. haha.. Well.. today is a very funny day for mi As my darling, CrYs nb go sch.. coz of her stomach cramp ( Dear Muz take care wor~ MUack|e5 ) SUmmore, Accidentally knock her injured leg and bleed again le.. Haiz.. tot her wound finally abt to OK le then can go swimming together liaoz haha.. Guess tat wish is Thrashed ~>.<~
Hmm.. Another thing tat happen today.. Suddenly Jealousy Over mi.. *Gosh I hav to remind myself not to get jealous sia.. coz.. Whenever ever i jealous, i always over jealous.. which makes mi the party always cause the relationship to ends.. at least tat's wad i TINK lahz~ haha..
Well.. i got a Yandao rival Against mi now.. at least betta looking than mi >.< Wonder how i gonna retaliate sia.. haha.. MI no power... cannot DO " AH du Ken" haha.. well well.. think i end here.. bo mood write le.. >.< Yawns... Tired headached sleepy cat.. haha..
Today, 2nd May 7.31pm
Well.. Finally I AM ABLE TO BLOG again.. haha!!
*sigh Well after Reading My Bee's Blog, dunno why feels kinda like i very bad guy liddat. but i Hav to admit.. I am a Jerk.. Hmm Dear.. Hope u might be reading this too.. =)
Well, Firstly, I'm Sorry Darling.. To Make u feels such enormous insecure and tat i am hurting u unconciously.. maybe i am too Irrational tat i nv aware of wad's happening ard mi ba? It's not i nv Hold ur hand.. But I tried b4.. >.< SO paiseh when i reach for ur hand, ur hand swung away and the next thing i knew, u were pointing sth to mi and tokt o mi.. Ahh!! >.< *EmbarrassED
Maybe when u say u aint ready for love, maybe somewhat i am too? hmm.. maybe the fear in u of putting too much love in it exist in mi oso? Hmm.. haha!!~~ I oso dunno wad i saying -.-" well.. anyway stupid blog today! lOL!
Well.. today.. juz got scolded by my daddy.. hmm.. tink my skin prob is getting worse.. tml i will hav to be FORCE to see a doc.. -.-" well.. HOpefully not some Serious diseases or wad.. lol! hmm.. well maybe i will ask abt my facial skin oso.. if can become smooth again WOo HOO! I yandaokia liaoz! wahahah!!! well think end here today le haha.. =P
Maybe u r Right, I'm a flirt.. haha.. not maybe is confirm.. tink i hav toi switch mode back to my old self.. the old conservative Faithful self.. haha.. so i wont neglect to My Bee, CrYs =)
HOnestly to say, sometimes i really miss Her alot.. but i oso do tends to miss other gals =P. =XxX haha.. Well Dear.. one thing.. dun worry =).. i am serious abt u
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